It's strange to believe in ourselves sometimes. I only have me--that's daunting.
We have all our crutches. They help. So much.
People. Places. Drugs. Breath in. Settle.
save yourself with this:
I love me first. Forever.
I forgive them. I let go of that. I surrender to this. But...
I love me first.
I surrendered today. To a new me.
A me who is here.
That's all. Barely new. Just arrived. I'm not sure it's going to work. I don't know that I can honour only my thoughts and dreams.
A free fall into myself.
Changed my mind.
I let it happen with glee.
FORGET THE FALSENESS OF DESPAIR
i need nothing.
And I will surrender over and over again.
I will forgive and let go and sign up for the cause.
The cause of bringing myself to life again. I will hold my own picket sign. For my rebirth.
Sign me up.